so i haven't written in this thing in forever. like a few months. lifes been going pretty good i guess. just figuring things out in life. i could sit and bitch about guys being lame but its not getting to me as much as it would normaly if i wasn't so happy in life.
i have the best niece one could ask for and my sister is doing the best job i think any one could do at motherhood. i get to babysit her [natalie] for the first time on saturday i'm pretty pumped.
i'm doing really bad in school. well. kinda bad. lets just put it at i could be doing much better.
the wetaher was amazing today. 75 i tihnk. me and jenny skipped out on school and went to calhoun an dwalked and fucked around. it was REALLLY nice. i love that girl. i don't know what i'd do with out her.
so about 3 weeks ago..i met this amazing guy through a friend. we've hung out like almost everyday. and this relationship is abuot FRIENDSHIP. and i love it.
theres not much else in life. schools almost out. works about to change and i we're about to switch apartments. which sucks...cuz we're loosing a roommate. i'm gonna miss the kid like crazzzzzzzyyyy. we're on a whle new level now so its gonna be weird.
work time.
so i haven't written in this in like a year. its weird. i just wanted to say that tonight....through all the friends i interacted with...i found out...[i don't know if i wanna say real and fake...] but i found out a few that match each of those categories. its now 5 am and i just got home from dropping off a young gentleman who i know appreciates me JUST as much as i appreciate him...
it tough to figure out when other people you appreciate like crazy....don't show anything in return..... lies? who knows. i need sleep. i'm making NO sense. night/morning.
the weekends goin good. went to my buddies party last night. there was a good 30 people there. fun times. no drinkin for me though. just sober fun which is just as fun. then nate slept over and we watched friday the 13th. i've never seen it and WOW how chessy is it? like i did'nt even get scared. and i thought i would have. i just laughed alot. ha still good...but whatever. woke up, dyed my hair. its ok. . today i think the clan of josh, aaron, del, dom ed miz kyle and maybe nate are headin to delano for pizza ranch. i want to. i just gotta get a hold of everyone. no idea whats going down tonight. me and kelsey are probably talking for hours over the bottle of wine we bought last night. thats it. the funerals on tuesday. see you all later. <3
well, today was a beuatiful day its was about 55 degrees sunny and just cheerful. i was hangin out with jenny on my balcony, my phone rings and the next thing i know, a guy i met only about 6 or so times died this morning. he was 21. he passed away in his sleep and when his roommates went to wake him up, he just never did. his death is still undetermined. theres so much i could say about "pair of shoes" , he was just an amazing human. theres not doubt about it. theres nothing else to say. its just a shot to the heart. i know whenever anyone dies, the same thing is said."they were the nicest person in the world". well, yea. but this one was a guy you could only meet once in a lifetime. there will be no one quite like him. I'm bummed out that i couldn't get to know him more. i hadn't seen him in about 2 months, but wow. i just really wish i had the opportunity to get to know him. ahhh sad.
i called nate righ away as soon as he was out of school to let him know because he knew ihm much better. i met him thru nate. and the change of tone in his voice was terrifying. it just dropped. i've had chills all day and all i can do is think and be thankful for what i have and the life i live.
RIP<3
well. i'm gonna write a whole bunch today. cuz i have a half an hour before i gotta go back to class. i guess i don't really know what to talk about so i'll start off with my wekeend. lets see....
friday...friday i chilled at my apartment with tim, kyle, marisa and nate for a few hours then me and nate headed over to joshs for a few hours to play poker and stuff. it was fun. then me and nate went back to my rents house to watch a movie have a few beers and sleep. i can't totally remember...but i'm PRETTY sure this was the day i told kyle i'm coming down to tennessee. : ) holler.
saturday um......woke up, nate went off to work. and i went home and me miz and kiz went to lilli put and minigolfed, gocarted and bumper boated. it was awesome. fucking hot as hell though. 90 degrees that day. man it sucked. i hate it when its that hot out cuz like i just feel gross all day and all girls know how bad it fuckes with the hair. then...came home showered....then... me nate marisa kyle tim cordel and courtny went to see EMILY ROSE. it was preeetttty damn scary. kinda slow moving. but man. WOW. then we hit up mcdonalds, ashleys house, blakes house, then me aaron, miz, kyle, nate, cordel and tim ryan and nick ended up at my rents house to drink a few and just chill. it was a awesome night. \
sunday. woke up....went back to the apt. did some homework and hung out with nate and just had a lazy day until work at 5.
and today i had school from 1050 then again from 1-340. then i'm out with nate again then hopfully going shopping with ONLY marisa.
what else is new in life...i can't WAIT for my sister to have her baby. i'm soooo pumped right now, [i told her] these are the names...if its a boy, CORY/COREY [cant decide] LANDON or for a girl, i kinda like LILY MAE. ha. she like cory/corey. but who nkows. i'm just reallly excited. i wanna be in there when she gives birth. i do'nt know why, i just do.
i can't WAIT for mine and marisa road trip to tennessee to hang out with kyle. its pretty much gonna be the coolest thing of the century. i'm soooo pumped. i can't WAIT to get noyed addicted to gunit and 50 cent. he's denying it, but i know it'll happen. [kyle....let me just say FROU FROU]
i'm sooo sick of schoool i'm fuckin up in one class cuz its only a half semester coarse so its like a REALLY fast moving class. and i took the first test and got a D. ugh. the other ones aren't bad, i just hate school in general.
i finally started hanging things up on the walls at the apt. our room is getting pretty colorful. its lookin good. living room we got some pics up and by the miiror in the kitchen we got some pics of ourselves. its lookin cool i guess.
people need to STOP talking shit. [ sorry, i wanted to sound like i was in 10th grade]
shannon<3
